Friday, October 30, 2026

Release Blitz: The Heart's Retreat by Shannon Blair

Title: The Heart's Retreat
Series: Hearts’ Domain, Book One
Author: Shannon Blair
Publisher: NineStar Press
Release Date: 10/06/2026
Heat Level: 3 - Some Sex
Pairing: Male/Male
Length: 395
Genre: Fantasy, voyeurism, fantasy, elves, gods, werewolves, wolves, menage, polyamory, reconciliation, trans, pansexual, demisexual, neurodivergent, romantasy, magic

Centuries ago, Aspen, the woodlands’ divine Heart Tree, disappeared, twisting His lands into a corrupted shadow of their former glory and sending rage-filled werewolves to hunt His elven children. Now His punishment has passed beyond the woodlands’ borders. If its spread cannot be stopped, all the world will suffer.

Gar has served his native swamplands as a soldier for almost half his life. Chosen to lead one last attempt to locate Aspen, he fears the dangers lurking in the woodlands’ corrupted depths will claim his life—and those of the soldiers under his command. But abandoning the mission means watching an entire forest burn. Bolstered by his faith in the swamplands’ divine Heart, Cypress, his conscience demands he carry on.

Sage, a magically gifted healer charged with holding Aspen’s corruption at bay from his village, is no stranger to the horrors of his Heart. Neither is his estranged husband, Thorn. A seasoned hunter with the uncanny ability to sense werewolves before they attack, Thorn puts his skills to the test and his life on the line to support the search for Aspen. Sage, choosing love over loyalty to his village, lends his strength as a latecomer to the expedition, lighting the way when hope seems lost. Reunited after a separation stemming from the loss of their stillborn daughter, their shared journey to save their homeland just might lead to reconciliation—if death doesn’t part them first.

As they traverse the corrupted forest’s treacherous terrain, Sage and Thorn forge a bond with Gar that transcends simple friendship. Seeking solace from their troubled pasts and uncertain futures, their boundaries break down and the dividing lines between them blur. But with bloodthirsty werewolves watching every move, their budding romance threatens to become a fatal distraction.
The Heart’s Retreat
Shannon Blair © 2026
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Commander Gar stood on the barge’s deck, leaning against the railing as they sailed into the river port of Taproot, capital city of Cypress’s Domain. If he had to guess, he’d put the hour well past midnight, but the docks and their neighboring fish market bustled with activity. Weathered lantern posts standing along the dock’s edge illuminated the port and its workers. Dockhands—mostly his fellow swamp elves, with thick, water-repellent hair in shades of bright teal to dark green and skin tones ranging from light bronze to burnt umber—rushed back and forth, overseeing the departures and arrivals of fishing boats, trading vessels, and now one very delayed passenger barge.

The barge had gotten stuck on a sandbar somewhere upstream and only fallen further behind schedule with each passing stop. The early morning embarkation Gar and his unit had planned had been pushed back to late afternoon—frustrating for everyone involved, but at least they hadn’t been stuck aboard as long as some of the other passengers. Under normal circumstances, the delay would’ve been a minor inconvenience, but a soldier under Gar’s command had gotten their leg crushed in the jaws of a magically mutated alligator and needed specialized healing soon, or they risked losing the limb.

Gar leaned farther over the railing as the barge pulled into its berth, dockhands and crew working in tandem to make the landing as gentle as possible. Despite the late hour, a small crowd had begun to gather on the dock—friends and family waiting to greet their loved ones. He scanned the faces and clothes of those gathered, searching for someone with medical or military training among the civilians. Normally, no one waited for Gar, but he’d sent a messenger bird ahead at the first sign of delay—technically an unauthorized use of military funds, but he’d foot the bill himself if his superiors objected—so someone should be there to meet him.


Beside him, his second-in-command, Bluegill, sighed. “We better not have beaten the fucking bird here.” Nearly a head shorter than Gar, she stood at her full height to survey the crowd, turquoise eyes narrowed in an appraising squint. “Mallow’s waited long enough. If we’re expected to carry them all the way through the city—”

“Give it time, Blue. Gangway’s not even down yet.” Gar straightened and stretched, fighting back a yawn. Just because it wasn’t obvious at a glance didn’t mean no one was there for them. And worst-case scenario, he and his unit could carry Mallow. It would simply be awkward and uncomfortable.

Bluegill let out a discontented hum, impatiently running her umber fingers through her chin-length teal hair. But she didn’t argue. Under the complaints and sharp remarks, she cared for the rest of Gar’s unit as deeply as he did. Even non-lethal casualties hit her hard. He could let her have this one.

As the gangway dropped into place, a masculine elf wearing the crisp, white linens of a temple acolyte—not a priest, his eyes and hands were elven—pushed his way to the front of the crowd. Before the barge’s passengers could begin to disembark, he crossed onto the deck, offering a polite but disinterested nod to those he passed. His distracted gaze sharpened when it landed on Gar and Bluegill. Gar wondered why they’d caught his attention. They stood out among the other passengers in their long-sleeved field uniforms and boiled leather armor, but that couldn’t be the only reason.

“Commander Gar?” The acolyte called out, eyes flickering between Gar and Bluegill.

Gar raised a hand. “Over here.” He understood the acolyte’s confusion. Cypress’s Domain was a matriarchy; outside the military, it was rare to see a man in a position of authority. In any other career, Gar would be Bluegill’s subordinate.

The acolyte responded with a grateful nod and continued weaving through the crowd toward Gar.

While he waited, Gar exchanged a confused glance with Bluegill, trying to figure out why a temple acolyte, of all people, had come here looking for him. The messenger bird must have arrived ahead of the barge, or no one would’ve known to expect him, but he didn’t understand how military correspondence could’ve ended up at a temple. Maybe someone had misread his message and thought he needed funeral services instead of a healer?

The acolyte came to an abrupt stop a few paces away from Gar, the corners of his mouth slowly turning downward as he looked Gar over. “Hardly presentable, but it’ll have to do,” he muttered.

“I’m sorry, but what will I ‘have to do’ for?” Gar and his unit were fresh from a monster-hunting expedition, and he hadn’t bathed in days. He wasn’t going to impress anyone in this condition, but he didn’t know why he’d need to.

“High Priest Azalea has need of you. You are to meet her in her sanctum beneath Mother Cypress.”

Gar blinked at him, certain he’d heard wrong. “The high priest…needs me?”

“Yes.” The acolyte’s expression softened. “I realize how strange this must seem, but there are…extenuating circumstances.”

“When’s the meeting?”

“Hours ago, ideally. But now will have to suffice. She’s been waiting for you.”

Gar tried not to gape. High priests didn’t wait for anyone, especially a field commander like him. If she’d planned to meet with Gar without even knowing when to expect him, something earth-shaking must have happened, but no one on the docks seemed any the wiser. He guessed he’d find out more when he got there.

“Then I’ll go now,” Gar replied. “But I have an injured soldier belowdecks. Their leg’s hurt bad, and they need—”

Bluegill cut him off with a bump of her elbow. “I’ll take it from here, Commander. Just get to the Heart.”

The acolyte nodded and turned his attention to Bluegill. “Whatever you require, I’m happy to assist.”

Gar left them to it, heart racing as he jostled through the crowd of passengers making their way off the barge.
Shannon Blair (they/he) is a fantasy author with a fondness for elves, goblins, and general otherworldly goodness. Their love of fiction and storytelling inspired them to pursue an MFA in Creative Writing, which they are now putting to very productive use, writing romance novels. When they aren’t writing books about queer elves or engaged in workday shenanigans at their day job, Shannon can be found baking, crocheting, and persisting, despite the horrors. They live on the outskirts of the Denver metroplex with their partner and two spoiled-rotten cats.

Thursday, October 29, 2026

Release Blitz: Unveiled – A Paranormal Shifter Romance – Monarchs of Magic Book 1 by Susan Mac Nicol

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Book Title: Unveiled – Paranormal Shifter Romance – Monarchs of Magic Book 1

Author: Susan Mac Nicol

Publisher: Boroughs Publishing Group

Cover Artist: Boroughs Publishing Group Creative Designer

Release Date: September 22, 2026

Tense/POV: third person, past tense

Genres: MM Paranormal Shifter Romance, Fantasy/Urban Fantasy

Tropes: Forced proximity

Themes: Found family, Fated mates

Heat Rating: 2 flames   

Length: 88 000 words/334 pages

This is the first book in the series. It does not end on a cliffhanger. HFN

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Scotland keeps its own secrets – and some walk on four paws

In the mist-shrouded Scottish Highlands, a centuries-old legend stirs to life when a mysterious town appears during a fierce storm.

Through the Mists of Time

Like a place in fables and fairytales, the town of Glengaill is filled with secrets and enchantments.

This remote area of the Highlands is home to two enigmatic wolf shifters. Connor, who rules his clan with primal strength and fierce loyalty, and Julien, whose compassion and humor shines through to keep the clans balanced.

Kings of their packs, Connor and Julien are bound by a destiny entwined with Glengaill's fate. This mysterious, magical village that appears during a fierce storm, is more than it seems, and danger lurks at its edges.

As the fog of time slowly lifts, the town's hidden beauty is revealed, and a powerful bond between the shifters and the town's lore is rekindled.

But Glengaill is bound and captive to a council who is determined to keep the townspeople and their magic for themselves.

Caught between their duty to their packs and the call of destiny, Connor and Julien must protect Glengaill from forces that threaten to exploit its magic while grappling with their unexpected and conflicted feelings.

As the battle begins, both kings fight for Glengaill, and for each other, so all will not be lost in the mists of time.


PNR, shifter, MM...I need more. I think this story is compelling and I like the writing style. It's the first book I've read by this author, and I enjoyed the characters and how they interacted. There are a few parts as far as backstory and world building that are a bit confusing and I'm hoping all that will be cleared up in the next book. I'm really looking forward to reading what comes next for these men, their pack, and I really need to see where this story goes. 4 stars. 

The next morning, on his way to meet Xiathen, Connor remained in no mood for any more riddles or secrets. He’d already planned a solo shift for tonight to get rid of the pent-up frustrations he was carrying. He’d barely made it down the main street—if you could call a single ribbon of cobbles stitched between slate-roofed cottages and low stone walls a street— before people began to notice them. Not in a gawping, touristy way. More like the way an animal notices a change in wind direction. 

Adrian stood in front of the Inn, waving at the children playing in the street, doffing an imaginary hat at people standing outside the market and the village shops. Connor felt as if every step was a negotiation with the ground, to be taken at one step at a time. “Don’t encourage them,” Connor muttered as he drew near. “We’ve enough on our plate, and don’t need anyone else sharing bloody mysterious prophecies or delivering dire ditties of destiny.” 

“Such alliteration,” Adrian commented with a grin. “Quite impressive.” His mouth twitched. “And I’m not encouraging anyone.” 

“You are.”

 “I’m looking at the buildings and being sociable.” 

Connor shot him a look. “You’re dying to visit every damned shop in the village and make new friends.” Adrian didn’t deny it. As peoples’ faces appeared in windows and doorways, he greeted them. Connor had to admit it felt right. No phones. No whispering. Just a quiet, collective assessment. It should’ve felt hostile. Instead, it felt like being recognised. 

They passed a shop with a sign painted in gold leaf: Morrigan & Thread. The window display was a riot of felt and velvet, feathers and braided cords, hats perched on stands like small, proud creatures. A top hat with a band of dark green. A flat cap stitched with silver thread. A wide-brimmed thing that looked like it had been made from midnight. Adrian slowed. Connor didn’t. 

He took two more steps before realising Adrian wasn’t beside him and turned back, irritated. “What?” 

Adrian nodded at the window. “It’s a hat shop.” He looked like a child at Christmas. Connor huffed. “It’s a bloody hat shop, so what?” 

The door opened before either of them touched it. A man stood in the doorway, tall and narrow as a lamppost, his hair a storm of grey curls held back with—Connor blinked—what looked like a hatpin shaped like a tiny sword. He wore a waistcoat the colour of old wine and a measuring tape draped around his neck like a priest’s stole. His eyes were sharp and amused. 

“Connor,” he said, as if they’d had tea last week. Then his gaze slid to Adrian. “And Adrian. Come in. You’re letting the draught in.” Connor froze. “How do you—” “Names?” The man waved a hand as if batting away a fly. “Everyone knows names. It’s the shape of you that’s interesting.”

Susan Mac Nicol is a British novelist dedicated to the power of LGBTQ+ romance, fantasy, and paranormal fiction. With over forty published titles spanning contemporary emotion and dark fantasy, her stories centre on complex characters who discover strength in connection. She's also an award winning scriptwriter with ten awards for the script Sight Unseen, written with actor Nicholas Downs.

From the gritty streets of the Men of London series to the sensual underground of Fetish Alley and the enchanted realms of Monarchs of Magic, Susan weaves high-stakes drama with emotional intimacy.

When she’s not lost in fictional worlds, Susan actively connects with fellow romance enthusiasts, mentoring upcoming writers and celebrating diverse queer voices across global literature.

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Release Blitz: Swimmer's Ear by Alex Winters

Title: Swimmer’s Ear

Series: Good Sports, Book Five

Author: Alex Winters

Publisher:  NineStar Press

Release Date: 10/27/2026

Heat Level: 3 - Some Sex

Pairing: Female/Female

Length: 29800

Genre: Contemporary, college students, contemporary, karaoke, lesbian, new adult, romance, singer, sports, swimmer

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Aspen Calliope is a star swimmer for the Salem State Sharks, a celebrated athlete and community do-gooder who’s destined for great things. Professionally, that is. Personally? Her life as a closeted lesbian has only brought her loneliness and anxiety, but all that changes when an ill-fated blind date for her birthday brings her to the Winking Clam dive bar, home to none other than the Talent Tuesday Karaoke Hoedown.

Margo Summers is everything Aspen isn’t: shy, bookish, insulated, and insecure about her weight. About the only place she isn’t insecure is when she’s climbing onto the stage at the Winking Clam. But there, on the stage, in the spotlight, eyes closed and crooning “The Stars in Her Eyes,” her favorite country ballad, Margo can finally be her true, authentic self: beautiful, radiant, talented…loved. All the things she currently isn’t.

When star swimmer and all-around Big Woman on Campus Aspen suddenly appears in the audience one night, Margo’s life changes on the spot. As the two polar opposites learn they have more in common than they first thought, will it be enough to keep them together when life—and society—threatens to tear them apart?

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Swimmer’s Ear
Alex Winters © 2026
All Rights Reserved

Chapter One
ASPEN

“Brock?”

I’d seen him from across the street, fidgety and spry in his forest-green turtleneck and caramel-colored corduroy slacks. He held a single rose in one small hand, as he’d promised to do in our text thread earlier that day, and kept hooking the index finger of the other hand in his sweater collar to stretch it out. It was either a nervous habit or else he just really didn’t like tight things around his throat.

He was smallish, bookish, thick glasses on his handsome face and a cute little cowlick above his rumpled forehead. I’d lingered in a crowd outside the Gently Perused bookstore just long enough to screw up my courage before crossing Spruce Street and approaching him.

“Aspen?” His voice cracked adorably. His face flushed. He looked up at me. He had to be a good three inches shorter than I was. “Happy birthday!”

I smiled and took the rose he practically shoved in my chest, feeling overdressed in my little black cocktail dress as he shifted from foot to foot in his tiny loafers. “Thank you,” I gushed, admiring the rose as if I’d never seen one before. “That’s so sweet of you.”

“You’re the sweet one,” Brock insisted, gazing up at me shyly. “I mean, a blind date? On your birthday? I’m sure you’d rather be anywhere else than here. With me.”

He looked a little glum. I chuffed him on the shoulder and leaned in slightly to mutter, “I mean, does lying around in my jammies all night eating cheesy poofs and binge-watching Real Househusbands of Denmark count?”

My blind date brightened for the first time. “I love that show!” he agreed, fangirling as our eyes met. His were bright behind his thick lenses. “See, we’re off to a great start already.”

I leaned back and frowned. “But how do you feel about cheesy poofs?”

We were still laughing when he turned and nodded at the steadily blinking sign for the Winking Clam. I’d heard about the locally famous dive bar before but never had the pleasure of actually going inside. “I figured, since it’s your twenty-first birthday, it’d only be right to have it here.”

“How romantic,” I murmured, taking his arm. It was slight and yielding. He blushed again.

“Well, I mean…” he began, stammering as we approached the door. “Not that romantic.”

“No?”

“I’m only twenty but the bartender’s my roommate so I figured…” He hunched his shoulders and smushed his face to turn himself into a human question mark. “Two birds with one stone?”

I chuckled as he held the door open for me. Rock music pounded from inside, ruining our cozy little meet cute out front. “So, you’re saying this is the only place you can drink quasi-legally?”

“Only for another six months,” he shouted over some hair band anthem from four decades ago. I chuckled as we stumbled in. The walls were heavy with dark wood paneling and covered with dusty framed rock posters from bands and concerts gone by.

There was a small stage at one end of the room, and at the other a U-shaped bar, bathed in winking Christmas lights as if to mask the otherwise dingy vibe. We stood awkwardly between a dozen or so empty tables and the bar.

“You’re not mad, are you?” Brock asked, reaching for his wallet and, presumably, his fake ID.

“Hell no,” I answered over a blistering guitar lick blaring from hidden speakers high above. “Who wants to drink alone on their twenty-first birthday, right?”

He brightened, nodding at the tables behind me. “Wanna grab a seat and I’ll get the drinks?”

“Just a beer for me, thanks.” I found the table furthest away from the speakers and settled in atop a wobbly wooden chair. I sighed, nodding to myself to keep a stiff upper lip. After all, my pleasant demeanor and forced smile aside, I would literally rather be anywhere else at that moment.

The fact that my teammate and so-called “best” friend Dara had set me up on this blind date for my birthday, rather than being available for our annual double-feature of cheesy B-horror movies at the Salem Cinemas like every other year, was bad enough.

But that she’d set me up with a guy? Twice the betrayal.

Naturally, my phone was bleating from inside my little clutch purse as I set it down on the tiny tabletop. Dara’s rapid succession of tweets filled up the screen like little grey boxes in a video game:

So?

How’s it going?

He’s cute, right?

A little short, not his fault you’re an amazon!

You there?

????

Why aren’t you writing me back????

What? You’re. STILL. Mad?!?!

I thought for a moment about sliding the phone back in my purse and punishing her with the silent treatment for the next three hours straight, but it would only mean three more screens full of progressively angrier text bubbles in reply. Instead, I pointed the phone at Brock’s back as he stood at the bar, talking to some grungy goth dude who was presumably his roommate, and snapped a quick pic.

I studied the picture before I sent it: Brock, standing casually at the bar, grinning up at the goth dude with the strangest little smile. And the goth dude? Smiling right back and sliding a lock of his long black hair behind one ear with one long finger. The finger had silver rings all over it, most of them skulls. The ear? Blushing a bright, vibrant—one might even say nervous—red. I pinched and pulled to blow the pic up a bit and Bartender Dude wasn’t the only one. My cute little blind date was blushing too, and not just in the ear department. I wondered, idly, what that might mean.

I ignored the first impressions and sent it to Dara with a quick message:

The eagle has landed. He’s cute. Then again, so is his roommate. To be continued…

Like most of my friends, back home and here on campus, Dara had steadfastly refused to acknowledge my hints and murmurs about “not really being into guys” over the years and had subsequently taken it as a personal challenge to “change my mind” instead. The result? Some poor schmo smiling at me from across the room as he made the way back to our table, a beer in each hand and his heart about to be broken.

Or, at the very least, his cock about to be blocked.

“Thank you!” I exclaimed as he set the beers down on the table and sank into the rickety wooden chair across from me.

“To your birthday,” he said over another raucous rock song. “And to you, Aspen.”

I clinked his bottle. Sipped my beer. Pretended to study the bar and the stage and the rock god posters and the winking lights until my gaze fell back on Brock. “Is that your real name?” I asked, figuring I might as well have some fun if I had to be polite and endure a random blind date with a straight guy.

He nearly snorted out his beer. “Of course it is, why?”

“Don’t take this the wrong way, I just… You don’t really strike me as a Brock.”

He nodded as if I wasn’t the first person to tell him that. Not by a long shot. “No, I know. My parents had high expectations when I was born, I guess?”

I winked and leaned a little closer in. “Lemme guess: your mom read a lot of romances while she was pregnant. You know? The kind with a wanton woman on the front cover and some bare-chested highlander about to rip off her bodice?”

Brock chuckled and sipped his beer. “Dara said you were a smartass. I guess she wasn’t kidding.”

“Guilty as charged,” I sighed, waving my beer back in his general direction. “How do you two know each other, anyway?”

“I was her Calculus tutor last semester,” he confessed shyly.

“That tracks.”

The door opened across the room, letting in a flash of late-afternoon sunlight and a swirl of fresh spring air before shutting again. An older couple, decked out in biker gear, went straight for the bar.

“Why do you say that?”

I shrugged. He’d inched slightly closer around the table, perhaps to be heard. His face was in stark shadows from the bar’s aggressively dim lighting. “I dunno, just doesn’t seem like you two would run in the same social circles, that’s all.”

He snorted again. His beer was already half-gone. “I meet a lot of new people at the Learning Lab. If I didn’t, I wouldn’t have much of a social life.”

“Same with me and swimming,” I admitted, limbs pleasantly sore from that afternoon’s blistering practice.

“See?” Brock said almost hopefully. “That’s one more thing we have in common.”

“Two,” I countered, waving my still mostly full beer at the rapidly filling saloon. “That is, if you count dive bars?”

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Alex Winters is an Amazon bestselling romance author with a passion for holiday music, junk food, cheesy 80s horror movies and Epcot. His stories in the Good Sports series for NineStar Press tend to be sizzling and sweet, with a whole lot of laughs—and spice—along the way! Visit him at www.amazon.com/author/awintersromance to see what he’s cooking up next!

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Wednesday, October 28, 2026

Release Blitz: Holiday Heir by Maggie Cole



Title: Holiday Heir
Series: Cartwright Family #4
Author: Maggie Cole
Genre: Contemporary Romance
Tropes: Secret Baby, One Night Stand, Small Town
He Falls First, Cowboy, Holiday Romance
Release Date: October 28, 2026


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He needs her to save his racehorses. She needs him to never find out about their daughter. But some second chances come wrapped in cowboy boots and mistletoe. Hot. Relentless. Impossible to undo.

Small-town gossip never cost me a thing. Until it convinced the best night of my life that I was somebody else's fiancé.

When a family emergency drags me away before sunrise, I do something I never do. I leave the gorgeous redhead a note on the back of a receipt. But when I return, she's gone.

No explanation. No phone number. No last name. No goodbye.

For eleven months, I search for her. Then, without realizing who she is, I hire her to save my family's racehorses.

Only Lainey's been hiding something far bigger than her phone number.

My daughter.

She thought disappearing was the only way to protect us both. Too bad the town gossip that sent her running was nothing but a lie.

Now I'll do whatever it takes to prove she belongs exactly where she always should have been.

With me.

On the Cartwright ranch.

Holiday Heir is a secret-baby, one-night-stand, small-town cowboy holiday romance. It's a slow-burn, steamy standalone featuring a playboy rancher and the spitfire horsewoman who never planned on loving him twice.







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Maggie Cole is committed to bringing her readers alphalicious book boyfriends and fiercely strong heroines.

She’s been called the literary master of steamy romance. Her books are full of raw emotion, suspense, and will always keep you wanting more. She is a masterful storyteller of contemporary romance and loves writing about broken people who rise above the ashes. Her books can often be found hanging out in the top 100, even years after publication.

Maggie lives in Florida with her son. She loves tennis, yoga, paddleboarding, boating, other water activities, and everything naughty.

Her current series were written in the order below:
All In (Stand alones with entwined characters)
It's Complicated (Stand alones with entwined characters)
Brooks Family Saga (Read in order)
Behind Closed Doors (Read in order)
Mafia Wars (Stand alones with interconnecting plot and entwined characters)
Mafia Wars New York (Stand alones with interconnecting plot and entwined characters)
Club Indulgence Duet
Mafia Wars Ireland
Wilted Kingdom Duet
Holiday Hoax (Standalone)
Holiday Hire (Standalone)
The Underworld Series
Beautiful Delusions Duet


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Release Blitz: To Failure by CJ Ashworth

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Book Title: To Failure (MM PHYSIQUE, Book 1)

Author and Publisher: CJ Ashworth

Cover Artist: Wolfsparrow Covers

Release Date: October 27, 2026

Tense/POV: First person/Alternating POV — Eli's chapters in past tense, Soren's in present tense.

Genres: Contemporary MM Sports Romance (competitive bodybuilding)

Tropes:  Rivals to lovers, opposites attract, forced proximity, hurt/comfort, touch-starved, age-gap-adjacent (both men in their forties)

Themes: What a body is for; addiction and withdrawal; grief for an older brother; a father who only knows how to ask what his son weighs; asking for help

Heat Rating: 4 flames

Length: 78 000 words / approx. 300 pages

It is a standalone story with a hard-won HEA. It does not end on a cliffhanger. 

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He calls it strength. Knowing when to stop.

In a sport that runs on the word more — more size, more chemistry, more — Eli has spent fifteen years on the opposite one: enough.

He competes natural, carving his body down to exactly what it should be and no further — a shape that has to win on proportion, because it gave up winning on size. He trains before dawn, alone — the hand at everyone else's back on the last brutal rep, and no one at his. He calls that strength. Knowing when to stop.

Then Soren walks into his gym. Open-division, sponsored, engineered past anything a natural body can do — and still convinced, in the place no trophy touches, that he isn't enough. He's everything Eli swore off. He's also the first man who's ever wanted to stand at his back.

A rivalry of opposites becomes something Eli has no careful word for, just as the chemistry in Soren's blood starts taking him apart.

 

A NOTE FROM THE AUTHOR 

A note from the author: I build these books and write them with an AI as my drafting partner — the English prose is AI-drafted from my direction and worked over by me, line by line. My KDP listing declares it in full. The cover is not AI.

 

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Running through the book: anabolic steroid use, dependence and withdrawal — no substance is named and no injection appears on the page. Heart damage caused by it, diagnosed late and permanent. Extreme contest preparation, and a body watched in a mirror until the watching has stopped being a choice.

In particular: a man whose brother died of this sport at thirty-one, and a father who has only ever known how to ask his son what he weighs. One scene in which one of these men goes looking for the cruelest thing he can say, says it, and puts a hand on the other's chest and shoves. A video of the two of them, filmed without their knowledge, makes the rounds of the sport. Two explicit sex scenes. In a late chapter, a character describes how close he once came to going off a bridge and feels the pull of it return; he does not act on it, and he asks for help.

Not in this book: blood, beatings, sexual assault, cheating, homophobic abuse, or a coming-out story. Nobody is outed to their family. Nobody dies inside these pages.

 


Before five most mornings the gym is mine, which only means it’s a thing nobody else is awake to want. I’d come up off the bench an hour earlier out of the dream I always have — my brother on a stage, the lights, my own hand not finishing the reach — and done what I do after that dream, which is go to the rack in the dark and take the one or two reps I make every client of mine leave behind. I unrack the bar onto my back, step out, and go down with it, alone. There’s no one to catch it out of the hole. There never is. At the bottom — where the legs hand off to nothing, where a man wants the spot most — I drive it up myself, rack it, and the iron rings too loud in the empty room and sinks. That’s the morning. Every morning. I’d have told you I wanted nothing else from one.

By the time the gray started thinking about coming up I’d wiped down, pulled a shirt on, and gone up front to open — counted the float, keyed the register, reached to turn the sign on the door.

That’s when it went, and let a man in out of the dark. Cold air came crawling in low across the floor. I looked up, my hand still on the sign.

A man in the doorway, streetlight at his back, and for a second only a shape — and the shape was big. You read it before he’s all the way in: the spread of the shoulders, the column of the neck, the swell where the arms tie in. Enhanced, said the clerk in the back of my skull, before I’d asked it to. Natural doesn’t lay thickness on like that, and I’d know. I’m one of the ones it never came to.

But it wasn’t the size that stopped me.

He came off the door and the light let go of him, and in those few steps across my floor the ceiling went, all at once, low. Same rubber, same chalk, and still there stood some other height over his head the building hadn’t accounted for — a body that belonged on the far side of the wall of light, come down to this side of it by some clerical error. The illusion had me in under a second. Beyond the ceiling.

The body moved before I did. Something in my chest jumped without asking my leave, skipped the whole practiced read I do without thinking, and only wanted to look. To look longer. I caught up late to how rude the wanting was and pulled back exactly as far as I’d been drawn.

Then the glare came off his face. Not handsome — that wasn’t it, and it wasn’t trying to be. The eyes. Eyes used to being priced, and behind them something held hard and shut, that wasn’t going across any counter no matter who was paying.

And I’d looked up into those eyes before.

Never met him. Didn’t know the face, the name, would have sworn on anything I’d never stood in a room with him in my life. And still the dream came up whole behind my open eyes — my brother under the finals light, finding the back row without trying, his eyes coming down to land on a boy who couldn’t lift his hand to answer. I knew the exact distance of those eyes. I’d spent the whole night reaching for it and waking before I closed it. And here a man stood in my doorway at the wrong end of that same distance, and started across it, toward the counter, toward me.

“You’re not open,” he said. Not a question; he’d seen the sign.

“Few more minutes.”

He didn’t leave, and he didn’t come further in. He stood there and let his eyes go around the room instead — the rubber curling at the edges, the mirror on half the walls with the haze that won’t come off, the plates worn smooth past reading. Not pricing it. Making sure of it. A man checking whether a place was what he’d hoped, and the thing he seemed to be hoping was not that it’d be any good.

“I’m not a member,” he said. “What’s a day pass.”

I told him the visitor rate, which is low, the way everything here is low, and slid the waiver across the counter. “Sign at the bottom.”

CJ Ashworth writes MM romance set inside physique competition — the gyms at four in the morning, the food weighed to the gram, the years of it, and what men manage to do for each other in the middle of all that.

CJ started lifting at forty-five and first stood on a competition stage at fifty — then twice a year for the three years after that. The competing stopped; the training didn't. Fifty-five now, and still five or six mornings a week, ninety minutes at a time.

The gyms in these books aren't real gyms. The four a.m. is real, and so is the arithmetic.


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